my gosh
hi
WHY GODDAM F#$&IN WHY CAN'T I SLEEP?!! WHY THE F#$& CAN I BE SO GODDAM TIRED YET TAKE 2 HOURS JUST TO SLEEP?!! AND THE SLEEP THAT I DO GET ISN'T EVEN SATISFYING!! Far out. I'm sick of getting 6-7 hours of sleep everynight. I'm so used to getting like 8 hours and taking away an hour off everynight is making me disfunctional. Well, even more so than usual.
Yesterday we went out. we being a couple of us. and yeah. not much happened. lol, we went to the city and bummed around.
I really wanted to say something else, but I can't remember what..dammit. I think i'll disappear for a while. I haven't felt like talking to anyone in such a long time. hmph. oh well. OH i remember what i wanted to talk about:
OMFG DO YOU REALISE HOW MUCH IT SUCKS LIVING OUT IN F#$&EN WHOOP WHOOP?!! Does anyone realise how much i HATE this place?!! I mean I'm so far out of civilisation that something could happen and i'd be the last to know. I mean i see COWS grazing in PADDOCKS on my way to school everyday. My relatives have get-togethers every sunday night. but no. we never go because we live in WHOOP WHOOP. Everyone has fun in chingvale and just hang. but no. we live in WHOOP WHOOP where there's so much to see and do.. like looking out at the great view of.. A F#$&EN MOUNTAIN. WHO THE HELL WOULD VOLUNTARILY LIVE SOMEWHERE LIKE THIS?!! not me, for one. I don't think my bro likes this place either. and what's even worse, well actually here's the whole list:
- No one lives around here
- The only place to go is Knox the shopping centre. and once you've been there once, you've seen everything to see.
- I live at least 20 minutes away from someone I know.
- I don't have a driver's lisence. If i did, I wouldn't be stuck here everyday.
- I heard kookaburras the other day. I'm not exaggerating, i really DO live in Whoop whoop.
- I'm stuck here for another whole year or more.
- It's colder here than in other places. And we don't have a heater.
So yeah. Feel privilaged to live among others.
We're all growing old so quickly, it's scary. My bro's finishing school next year and i'll be in year 10. lol, that hasn't hit me yet, but just see me when it does. I'll be hysterical. Hmm, I have a week left of school holidays and i have nothing much planned. Aww, i'm so annoyed about sunday. I can't go anywhere with Georgia like we'd planned. It's coz my mum said it's too quiet, it's dangerous, only weirdos are out on sundays...etc. except i was allowed to go, i'd be some weirdo then, wouldn't i? Oh well, i'd rather be a weirdo with Georgia than at home with my dear cousin. dear 11 year old cousin.
Hmmm. Anyway, why does everyone bag my music? I don't take it personally, but you can't really judge if you've never listened to the stuff. I mean i have the right to bag all i want coz i've tried listening to your stuff. I've listened and even tried thinking like you, just to get the right...atmosphere? I'm really trying to like your music, but it just doesn't do it for me. Slipknot and korn on the other hand.. lol. I've given up on you hopeless people. Even if i forced it on you, you will never get it.
Crap. I have some homework to do. That sucks. Why should i have to do work on my holidays? well, i'll forget everything otherwise, i guess. oh well, i think i'll make another post. this one looks kinda long, but i could be wrong.
Me
WHY GODDAM F#$&IN WHY CAN'T I SLEEP?!! WHY THE F#$& CAN I BE SO GODDAM TIRED YET TAKE 2 HOURS JUST TO SLEEP?!! AND THE SLEEP THAT I DO GET ISN'T EVEN SATISFYING!! Far out. I'm sick of getting 6-7 hours of sleep everynight. I'm so used to getting like 8 hours and taking away an hour off everynight is making me disfunctional. Well, even more so than usual.
Yesterday we went out. we being a couple of us. and yeah. not much happened. lol, we went to the city and bummed around.
I really wanted to say something else, but I can't remember what..dammit. I think i'll disappear for a while. I haven't felt like talking to anyone in such a long time. hmph. oh well. OH i remember what i wanted to talk about:
OMFG DO YOU REALISE HOW MUCH IT SUCKS LIVING OUT IN F#$&EN WHOOP WHOOP?!! Does anyone realise how much i HATE this place?!! I mean I'm so far out of civilisation that something could happen and i'd be the last to know. I mean i see COWS grazing in PADDOCKS on my way to school everyday. My relatives have get-togethers every sunday night. but no. we never go because we live in WHOOP WHOOP. Everyone has fun in chingvale and just hang. but no. we live in WHOOP WHOOP where there's so much to see and do.. like looking out at the great view of.. A F#$&EN MOUNTAIN. WHO THE HELL WOULD VOLUNTARILY LIVE SOMEWHERE LIKE THIS?!! not me, for one. I don't think my bro likes this place either. and what's even worse, well actually here's the whole list:
- No one lives around here
- The only place to go is Knox the shopping centre. and once you've been there once, you've seen everything to see.
- I live at least 20 minutes away from someone I know.
- I don't have a driver's lisence. If i did, I wouldn't be stuck here everyday.
- I heard kookaburras the other day. I'm not exaggerating, i really DO live in Whoop whoop.
- I'm stuck here for another whole year or more.
- It's colder here than in other places. And we don't have a heater.
So yeah. Feel privilaged to live among others.
We're all growing old so quickly, it's scary. My bro's finishing school next year and i'll be in year 10. lol, that hasn't hit me yet, but just see me when it does. I'll be hysterical. Hmm, I have a week left of school holidays and i have nothing much planned. Aww, i'm so annoyed about sunday. I can't go anywhere with Georgia like we'd planned. It's coz my mum said it's too quiet, it's dangerous, only weirdos are out on sundays...etc. except i was allowed to go, i'd be some weirdo then, wouldn't i? Oh well, i'd rather be a weirdo with Georgia than at home with my dear cousin. dear 11 year old cousin.
Hmmm. Anyway, why does everyone bag my music? I don't take it personally, but you can't really judge if you've never listened to the stuff. I mean i have the right to bag all i want coz i've tried listening to your stuff. I've listened and even tried thinking like you, just to get the right...atmosphere? I'm really trying to like your music, but it just doesn't do it for me. Slipknot and korn on the other hand.. lol. I've given up on you hopeless people. Even if i forced it on you, you will never get it.
Crap. I have some homework to do. That sucks. Why should i have to do work on my holidays? well, i'll forget everything otherwise, i guess. oh well, i think i'll make another post. this one looks kinda long, but i could be wrong.
Me

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